なんだろ・・とても不思議な感覚だ。
ドリブルするボールが手に吸い付くような・・
引き寄せられるような・・
やわらかい安心感
それが気持ち良くて、俺は・・
1ミリも隙間がなくなるくらい
彼女を強く抱きしめた。

So I was watching this, and I see GD in his rap portion and it hits me. He's make the hottest vampire bitch ever. If he was in Twilight I might have actually watched it.

Aaaaggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Yeah, that's how I feel right now.

No idea if she's been around long but wow, she's good. Can't find any of her songs on youtube either which sucks. 'Lovin' you' is a good start if anyone does track her down though.

I think I have a lot to post, I probably don't but I'm putting this here to remind myself to write it after I take a shower and get back from grocery shopping :x

Ended just as it should have. There's still some awkward sexual tension floating about but that's just the left over of that goodbye act～☆

In the end though it's seriously a prime choice to remain as much as a 'friend' level relationship as possible and keep things open. She's leaving on the 24th and it's not going to be pretty if attachment ensued. To be honest though, I wasn't thinking like this a week ago as reminded by a friend haha.

I think I'll look around a bit this time.

Plenty of not awkward memories are the best thing that came out of it aside from the awesome present she bought me.

( more )

Well I did CG..

( cg inside )

Well, now what?

I'm feeling alive again after an intensely boring 20 minutes in a room filled with Rembrandt sketches.

I felt more alive when she finally gave me some closure. It had been over for so long but I made a promise and I feel good that I honoured it until the end.

I'm feeling slightly agitated. I really need a weekend of doing nothing; definately not the king of parties here but my roommate has an unyielding will to go fuck something every second of the weekend and I'm his pocket translator.

Maybe I'll CG something.

The weekend should be for sleep 'cause a Monday morning having none is too fucking hard to deal with.

Friday Dinner →　K　→ Club with Jongeun and friends. Club was pretty shit but it was alright I guess. I hate that my hair goes to fuck in the club. wtf. Jongeun and her flatmate Erica and my and my housemates friend also came back, maybe around 4am or so. I knew that our friends had previous dealings with Fred (leaseholder) and that it ended sourly but I wanted to chill here. We walk in, Fred is standing there with his ero-red light and his fucking G-STRING on. He looks at me as we walk in, we all fucking burst out laughing and huddle into my room.

after we get the drinks out, I'm half eating Jongeun and my phone rings, it's Fred. Well, you could of just knocked on the door or something but ok. He calls me outside, and flips out telling me they're not welcome because of the past stuff (was basically just the guy threatening Fred if he sexually assaulted him again). So basically I have to tell them to leave, what a fucking asshat. I felt bad that we all had to go to Jongeun's apartment, especially that early in the morning. Fred, aside from his bad side is actually a pretty nice guy, does a lot to keep the apartment organised and clean so I don't have anything really against him unless he touches me.

Had to go to Parramatta in the morning to retrieve a parcel from Korea containing a letter, pair earrings and a tshirt + 100 origami hearts with candy inside. ^_^* later that night tatsuki hooked up with some ew thai girl and know has to deal with her obsession with him LOL

I also went to Bondi for the first time ever (lol) on Sunday for a BBQ. Was nice apart from learning that a new but really good friend is going back to Korea in 2 months :(

Shimizu Shota



Can't stop listening to this.

祐依、ありがと。

君のお陰で俺も等々煌くようになった。

Today Daisuke came on MSN for his once-every-4-month-chat

Conversation goes from the 'old days', to his new job, wanting to be a host again, hating black people stealing his 'womenz' and then women as objects in which he throws in a very representational depiction of a penis. I get all ナニコラぁ(⊃д⊂) and laugh, he has no idea who he is messing with!
I whip out a detailed, throbbing piece in a couple seconds.

He replies:
ゆめをみようよ！ says:
グラァアアアアア
ゆめをみようよ！ says:
あき
そこはあえて本物を書かない方がウケがいいんだよ＞＿＞ｂ
James says:
ｗっをｋｗ
ゆめをみようよ！ says:
チンコに見えるけど、チンコと明らかに書かないように(つД⊂)””
そ～いえば朗報！！

ahiufkfawlifoaw
fa
today was not a waste!

Should find out if I have the place sometime on the weekend!

*crosses fingers*

なんか日本語が錆びそうで覚えれるために意味ない日記を書こうと思ってつじゃ

いつものらしく暗澹な気持ちが心に溢れてて去年のくせが気についたさｗ
去年なんて担任などによく叱られてミクシィに入って予想通りに日記を書いちゃってこの影響でなんか日本語が上手になったそうだん。
ちなみにミクシィで色んなヤリマンに出会えたチャンスが一杯だってやり逃げ子になってしまってｗ

ただ、暗澹な気持ちはこのことに関係ないっすｗ
なんかもうすぐは彼女が帰ってしまったの２ヶ月の記念日で心が痛いしあの子がまだ、俺に寄ってくれなそうで不安だし
勿論遠距離恋愛は辛いけど将来の計画が出来ないと・・

あの子なんて太陽のように俺を照らす

Last night is definitely what I'd call hell :(

Last day of NAS for this semester, assessment panels (passed everything in drawing). HD for the theory.

I thought that would have me kind of invincible but I managed to get sick somehow :( feverish, bones aching, eyes hurting and a migraine to top it off, fled home and crashed on my bed. From 5pm until 1am in the morning I was in a daze-like sleep, haunted by a never-ending nightmare about Transformers. 1AM, sat on shower floor for an hour under hot water, felt a lot better than the previous day but still kind of stuffy and aching. Had a chat on MSN for an hour and fell asleep watching Harry Potter.

Woke up at 7 to find an email from the apartment I applied to in Haymarket, there's multiple vacancies which is good so if it all works out I should have a home in Sydney again.

For now, packing my shit up and getting ready to return to le ghetto.

Aunt removing me from the house on the 4th :(
Fuck.

Oh well, at least I know when I'm moving now! haha..

SID released their new album today.

It's fucking awesome.

Another night of Mao and me coming up, sorry ladies.

Agitation cured with yamap



*foam*

Agitated.

I feel like some Karaoke action.

Still dressing up like a host.